the limbo stick isn’t budging

Today is 13 dpo < notice the (un) lucky number >, which is the longest I’ve ever gone. In the past cycles, if I made it this far, I would start my period sometime this day. So I’m just waiting around for something to happen. Honestly, at this point, I just want to know. I tested yesterday, just to get it out of my system and of course it was negative. The spotting isn’t like the past cycles. I’m not gonna go into the differences here.

Waiting. I hate waiting. I’m not a patient person. TTC is like a a hurry up and wait game. Waiting to ovulate: wishing the whole time it would hurry up and get here so you can wait for the next stage. Two week wait: wishing the whole time it would hurry up and get here so you can test or move on to the next cycle. Repeat.

Definition of “in limbo”: not knowing the result or next stage of something and powerless to the influence of it.

~ by pmarie33 on June 26, 2008.